The Island
i.
Constantly on the verge of some collapse
I went to the island
The blue goat
Island
Where humans are only half formed
And salacious pale fawns
Are scandalously clad in Armani scarves
“Love is transformation,” says the fawn.
“You keep your filthy hooves to yourself!” I cry.
ii.
Then a girl appears
As she always does
Yellow sand dunes rise into the ethereal blue sky
Wet white dress snapping in the briny breeze
Then the swaying head of a large tortoise
Peaks over a dune
Its rider a tiny man wearing a loin cloth and a red skullcap
Raises a spear made from the poisonous needle of a Swift Cactus
A Discussion on the Nature of Writing
“It ain’t easy brother, Chester can tell you that. I wrote a novel, you know. A kind of spy thriller in which I had to stop a Soviet Squirrel named Natasha from giving my recipe over to the Russians. I worked for two years on that book, while still prowling the parks and campuses for potential customers. When I finished, I knew it was good, clean spy fiction, a paragon of the genre. But they told me I couldn’t publish it, not even under a pseudonym. Couldn’t afford to confuse my image, they said, as if they hadn’t renamed me three times already,” said the Cheetah bitterly.
“Did you like writing the book?” said the Rabbit.
“It was crunchy,” said the Cheetah.
“Maybe you could give it to someone else, and let them publish it under their name?” the Rabbit suggested.
“What?! Never! Chester don’t fuck around like that. Chester gonna stop doing this TV bullshit one day, and find himself a place in Brooklyn and get Paul Auster to help him publish his book. Talked to Paul last year at a party in L.A. Paul says he can help Chester out.”
“Oh,” said the Rabbit a little offended. “It was only a suggestion,” and then added, “I tried to write something once. It was a book of aphorisms, you know a la Nietzsche or Schopenhauer. But they only mocked me as always: ‘Silly rabbit,’ they said. ‘Silly, silly rabbit.’”
“I used to write poems about me lucky charms,” said a sad little man, drinking hard ale from a wooden cup. “Beautiful poems they were.” And then he recited wistfully:
Frail the white rose and frail is the charm
Which she holdeth before with a spoon
Whose marshmallow sight
Was sure a delight
And it caused all the children to swoon
“I remember one,” said H.G. Wells, suddenly barging in unannounced:
Our novel gets longa and longa
Its language gets stronga and stronga
But there’s much to be said
For a life that is led
In illiterate places like Bonga
“How did you get here?!” I asked Wells astonished.
“I'm here to tell you to get back to work!" he roared. “Or quit writing books and get a real job! No one’s ever gonna read it if you spend all your time whining about how it’s hard! You think writing the Time Machine wasn’t hard? You think I didn’t want to throw the manuscript for Twenty Leagues under the Sea into the Boston Harbor?!”
“Wasn’t that Jules Verne?” I pointed out timidly.
“I’ll show you Jules Verne,” and he raised his cane menacingly and I thought him ready to strike me about the head, but instead he scattered the cartoon cereal mascots from my childhood and disappeared.
Sitting Here
For Charles Bukowski
I am sitting here
Watching the flies fucking on the yellow ceiling of my neat little room
Which I have tidied up
So much
I feel I should get some sort of prize
I always think this when I am tidying things up
Because two girls
Entirely independent of each other
Told me
I had a natural eye for feng shui
I never really understood what this meant
Because I have never really understood what it means
To have a natural eye for anything
Could I have an artificial eye for feng shui?
Or what if I had an eye made of glass?
Or what if both of them were surgically removed and replaced
By two glowing sapphires
Staring out of the cavities of my skull
Where my wet brain sloshes in darkness
Anyway, it is a miracle I have eyes at all
I used to be something real special
But now when I use my eyes all I see is disappointment
When I brush my teeth
I try to keep my eyes focused on the dirty chrome ring around the sink hole
I watch my spit dribble down the side of the ceramic bowl
And for some reason I often imagine Humphrey Boggart smoking away
Brushing his teeth with a cigarette hanging out of his mouth