Nature’s Ugly Monster Head
by David Dannov
Even though nature is beautiful and serene
there’s still a monster madness
existing behind the grass.
Sitting in a spring garden
with wispy clouds floating above
and a sunshine that makes you feel
alive as a human tree blooming
with fire branches
you cannot forget
there is a battle
of ants crawling over a dying rat
somewhere close by.
Standing on an ocean bluff watching
the sun like a god in reverence of his creation
you cannot forget the sharks
swimming beyond the reef
and lunging with teeth like pearl razor blades
toward a herd of sea lions and their pups
swimming in a playground of water
and splashing.
Crabs crushed by a baseball bat
swung by a teenager with pimples
on a sailboat deck near San Pedro.
Your neighbor’s dog lying on the side of a freeway
with guts spilled out like an exploded balloon
of blood and entrails.
Beetles battling on a hill overlooking the Civil War.
Male dolphins charging each other
with death in their eyes for a female mate.
Female butterflies zigzagging in the air
to confuse the male of her gender.
Puppies exposing fangs
over a pink ball.
Male squirrels biting off another male’s scrotum
during mating season.
A Spanish Bull, a rhino, a zebra,
a Cape Buffalo, a Bull Elephant,
all of these plant eating animals
charging or freaking out
with the rage
of a lion reincarnated as a bush
unable to move its legs.
The Triceratops dinosaur
eating branches and leaves
with teeth like scissors
and three horns on its face
with a muscled-four-legged-lizard-lion-body
weighing four tons
that could charge a T-Rex
with the confidence
of a spider pouncing on a fly in his web.
A sea snail fatal to man.
The all powerful universe with all those impossible stars and swirling space clouds
an empty horizon of gravity growing
in absolute darkness
without meaning known to man.
Earthquakes destroying unholy shopping malls
yet killing an innocent child
riding his tricycle
down a suburban sidewalk.
Nature is a godly face
made of flowers and snakes
and bones and clouds
and pebbles and mites
and fruit flies under the microscope
with blood and rain
and hurricanes and sunshine
glowing all around it.
It has no judgment and does not play favorites.
It’s calm now, that face.
But when the lightning strikes
or the monsoon hits
or the tidal waves rolls
then the lady bug’s origin
becomes known
and the human body is unveiled
from an X-Ray done by goblins
exposing skeleton arms and feet
and hands and coyote ribs and whale hearts
and the nerve endings of a fly.
When the rabbit eats its own poop
and thumps and squeals
when it knows a wolf is near
then this face of nature
explodes with fangs and claws
and an expression
that mimics
the demon that terrifies
the child trapped in your soul.
It looks at you, this Egyptian
Godly face with the immortal eyes
of a sunset.
Bow
and move on
is all I can suggest.
Bide yourself some time in the shade
and feel the breeze on a scolding, hot day.
Eventually
it’ll be your time,
and you’ll have to face the edge of the void.
But for now just remember, while your
listening to the trickling ripples bump against
a sailboat’s hull, both angels and devils exist
in this paradise of hell.
It’s just a fact of life:
just like a dormant volcano on a summer day
gurgling beneath the eardrum
while bathing beauties are lying about
in the sand or when volleyball players
with sweaty muscles
are jumping for that white ball
that lands
at the giant, red-clawed-feet
of Satan.